Hi, I think I am excited to find this site. I need a place to vent, to have my Pity Party for One... I am so confused. How did this happen? What happened to the last 2 years of my life??? I lost my father in May and I cannot believe that he is gone, I think of him everyday, pretty much all day long. I miss him so much. I am so hung up on this and it just creates a nightmare because my Fibro flares when I start to mourn him. So I bottle it up because I can't deal with the pain. I am a mess, this is just the tip of my iceberg. Thanks for listening.