You are an amazing woman! I am honored to share in your Fibro Blog.
We share much in common... I was molested by my brother and his step-son at the age of 5; attempted rape twice by a family friend and my boss who drugged me; 2 miscarriages; physical abuse (domestic violence) displaced jaw and cut head; dad comitted suicide in my house; mom died from colon cancer 2 years later; tore my knees at a bodybuilding competition.
I became depressed after the violent death of my husband. I became suicidal when the physical abuse began in my second marriage. Thanks to our Heavenly Creator this has all past and the relationship my husband and I have now is amazing.
But the agony of this Fibro pain and not being able to work to make money and help my husband is causing me to be depressed again. He tells me he can handle it, but I know how difficult the responsibilities are right now.
I have tried to keep myself strong by watching the teachings of Joyce Meyer and by studying the Bible everyday. I pray you have relief and will be provided for in order for you to get better.